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have been our reward. I do feel so [?]
so condemned for my past life of folly and
carelessness. I feel my dependence. I can do nothing
of myself if Jesus does not assist me how rebellious
with what repulse has the Holy Spirit met with
I can only say for pardon Lord have mercy upon
me. I am a vile hypocrite and am too sin
ful to take the hallowed name upon my lips.
I feel there is hope we can only obtain mercy
through the intercession of our heavenly med
iator and perpetual intercession If Jesus be
for me I care not who may be against me.
what shall it profit a man if he gain
the whole world and lose his own soul
I do not want to gain anything the world
can give. Lord have mercy upon me.
Take from me my vile heart subdue all hasty
tempers Let no [uncorrupts?] communication
proceed out of my mouth. I have
been honoring him with my lips
while my heart [runs?} far from him
If the good Lord had not have been patient
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