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Williamsburg November 18th 1861
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<html><div>Williamsburg November 18th 1861 </div>
 
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<div>Sunday morning </div>
Sunday morning
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<div>I am in despair. Last night I sat up here with Monty, and at half past five this morning, worn and weary went to bed, but to hear on waking that Mother was quite sick having had a fainting spell, and so sharp a pain in her back as to force her to bed. Where is all this to end? I really do not feel capable of much more nursing, and even if I were bodily able, the spirit is very weak, for, I assure, you I am tired of it and long to feel as if I might go to bed and stay there a week if I wanted to. Bland is too feeble for me to be willing for her to help me, and I am afraid I shall have to place myself at the head of this Hospital whither or no. The next thing is, will I be able to go to Bellfield to see my dear Husband? I fear not, unless, indeed, Mrs. [More?] should not go down until</div>
 
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<br />[2] <br /><br />the middle or last of the week. I do hope I may not be disappointed, or you either, my dear Husband, I know you will feel my not being able to join you, as much as I shall myself. Monty continues to improve. Bland looks dreadfully, and her voice indicates great weakness. I have made her bitters for her this morning. She says she intends taking them because &ldquo;Brother Charles ordered them.&rdquo; but she is so slow about beginning that, I expect, I shall be forced to take her in hand and see her take the [ ? ] quantity. I am at this moment cooking for the sick soldiers at the dining room fire. I suppose, it is best that people should not be allowed to follow their own inclinations too much. But for weeks, not to say months, I have longed for rest, tranquility, to be allowed to be happy in my own way at my won home, where ever that might be. I am afraid you <br /><br />[3] <br /><br />
I am in despair. Last night
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<div>will think this a very grumbling letter, and maybe it is, though, I think, all I have said quite natural. [Tanty?] Jones is better, tho&rsquo; he has been exceedingly ill. I have not seen them all at home this morning though it is long after twelve o&rsquo;clock. I went to the Hospital yesterday, and attended to only missionary work, and [ ] interest felt and manifest had =ed. My men at ^ suffered for my personal care very much, I found two of them sicker than when I left them, and one of the two had been very sick, and had needed what I had just sent him. Helen&rsquo;s man Johnson died on Saturday night. Brother Edwin is going to York to-morrow if well enough, please sir get a letter ready to send back by him. So you know that I am not selfish so far as you are concerned, for I almost hesitate to ask you to write, knowing how much you dislike it. But I have not gotten up to that point and must beg for a letter tho&rsquo; I do not think I shall enjoy it, if it is not a free will offering. </div>
I sat up here with Monty, and at half past
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<div>Devotedly your Wife</div>
five this morning, worn and weary went to
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<br />[Envelope] <br /><br />Dr. Charles W. Coleman P.A.C.S. Howitzer Camp York Town Va Kindness of Mr. Randolph Bryan Jr.</html>
bed, but to hear on waking that Mother was
 
quite sick having had a fainting spell, and
 
so sharp a pain in her back as to force her
 
to bed. Where is all this to end? I really
 
do not feel capable of much more nursing,
 
and even if I were bodily able, the spirit
 
is very weak, for, I assure, you I am tired
 
of it and long to feel as if I might go to
 
bed and stay there a week if I wanted to.
 
 
 
Bland is too feeble for me to be willing
 
for her to help me, and I am afraid I
 
shall have to place myself at the head
 
of this Hospital whither or no. The next
 
thing is, will I be able to go to Bellfield
 
to see my dear Husband? I fear not, unless,
 
indeed, Mrs. [More?] should not go down until
 
 
 
[Pg 2]
 
 
 
the middle or last of the week. I do hope
 
I may not be disappointed, or you either,
 
my dear Husband, I know you will feel
 
my not being able to join you, as much
 
as I shall myself.
 
 
 
Monty continues to improve. Bland
 
looks dreadfully, and her voice indicates
 
great weakness. I have made her bitters
 
for her this morning. She says she intends
 
taking them because “Brother Charles ordered
 
them.”  but she is so slow about beginning
 
that, I expect, I shall be forced to take  
 
her in hand and see her take the [ ? ]
 
quantity. I am at this moment cooking
 
for the sick soldiers at the dining room
 
fire. I suppose, it is best that people
 
should not be allowed to follow their
 
own inclinations too much. But for weeks,
 
not to say months, I have longed for rest,
 
tranquility, to be allowed to be happy
 
in my own way at my won home, where
 
ever that might be. I am afraid you
 
 
 
[Pg 3]
 
 
 
will think this a very grumbling letter,
 
and maybe it is, though, I think, all
 
I have said quite natural.
 
 
 
[Tanty?] Jones is better, tho’ he has been
 
exceedingly ill. I have not seen them
 
all at home this morning though it is long
 
after twelve o’clock. I went to the Hospital
 
yesterday, and attended to only missionary
 
work, and [     ] interest felt and manifest
 
                      had
 
=ed. My men at ^ suffered for my
 
personal care very much, I found two
 
of them sicker than when I left them, and
 
one of the two had been very sick, and had
 
needed what I had just sent him. Helen’s
 
man Johnson died on Saturday night.
 
 
 
Brother Edwin is going to York to-morrow
 
if well enough, please sir get a letter ready
 
to send back by him. So you know that I
 
am not selfish so far as you are concerned,
 
for I almost hesitate to ask you to write, knowing how
 
much you dislike it. But I have not gotten up to that
 
point and must beg for a letter tho’  I do not think I
 
shall enjoy it, if it is not a free will offering
 
 
 
Devotedly your Wife
 
 
 
 
 
[Envelope]
 
 
 
Dr. Charles W. Coleman P.A.C.S.
 
 
 
Howitzer Camp
 
 
 
York Town
 
 
 
Va
 
 
 
Kindness of
 
Mr. Randolph Bryan Jr.
 

Latest revision as of 15:50, 17 September 2018

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Williamsburg November 18th 1861
Sunday morning
I am in despair. Last night I sat up here with Monty, and at half past five this morning, worn and weary went to bed, but to hear on waking that Mother was quite sick having had a fainting spell, and so sharp a pain in her back as to force her to bed. Where is all this to end? I really do not feel capable of much more nursing, and even if I were bodily able, the spirit is very weak, for, I assure, you I am tired of it and long to feel as if I might go to bed and stay there a week if I wanted to. Bland is too feeble for me to be willing for her to help me, and I am afraid I shall have to place myself at the head of this Hospital whither or no. The next thing is, will I be able to go to Bellfield to see my dear Husband? I fear not, unless, indeed, Mrs. [More?] should not go down until


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the middle or last of the week. I do hope I may not be disappointed, or you either, my dear Husband, I know you will feel my not being able to join you, as much as I shall myself. Monty continues to improve. Bland looks dreadfully, and her voice indicates great weakness. I have made her bitters for her this morning. She says she intends taking them because “Brother Charles ordered them.” but she is so slow about beginning that, I expect, I shall be forced to take her in hand and see her take the [ ? ] quantity. I am at this moment cooking for the sick soldiers at the dining room fire. I suppose, it is best that people should not be allowed to follow their own inclinations too much. But for weeks, not to say months, I have longed for rest, tranquility, to be allowed to be happy in my own way at my won home, where ever that might be. I am afraid you

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will think this a very grumbling letter, and maybe it is, though, I think, all I have said quite natural. [Tanty?] Jones is better, tho’ he has been exceedingly ill. I have not seen them all at home this morning though it is long after twelve o’clock. I went to the Hospital yesterday, and attended to only missionary work, and [ ] interest felt and manifest had =ed. My men at ^ suffered for my personal care very much, I found two of them sicker than when I left them, and one of the two had been very sick, and had needed what I had just sent him. Helen’s man Johnson died on Saturday night. Brother Edwin is going to York to-morrow if well enough, please sir get a letter ready to send back by him. So you know that I am not selfish so far as you are concerned, for I almost hesitate to ask you to write, knowing how much you dislike it. But I have not gotten up to that point and must beg for a letter tho’ I do not think I shall enjoy it, if it is not a free will offering.
Devotedly your Wife


[Envelope]

Dr. Charles W. Coleman P.A.C.S. Howitzer Camp York Town Va Kindness of Mr. Randolph Bryan Jr.</html>